It had been a long long time didn't update my blog
Actually I really don't like to write it but I've no choice
I don't know how should I express myself, who I really can talk to
That's really made me suffer
If not mistaken,
it's almost half of the year
and yet, I still cannot forget about it.
Back to december?
Seriously I freaking hate this song
Everything!
I'm so regret that let you get into my life
I think this is the most bad decision I've made in my whole life
you made me very suffer
suffer, you know?????
Of course you wont know,
everytime when I talk to you, I tried to conceal it
you didn't realise it right?
Everything had change but I'm still thinking that you will change your mind,
I think I'm really crazy.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Vinc大人~
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY !
*old already lorh you, buahahaha!
The reason that I wrote this on my blog is I scare that I cant be the first person who wish you first, so I decided to write this for you..
gao seng yi mou??? xP
Lols,I really don't know what should I write already haha.
Hmmm, hope that you getting more and more lengzai larh, just like BIGBANG! HAHAHA!
Nah, this's what I've promised you. Happy Birthday :D
*old already lorh you, buahahaha!
The reason that I wrote this on my blog is I scare that I cant be the first person who wish you first, so I decided to write this for you..
gao seng yi mou??? xP
Lols,I really don't know what should I write already haha.
Hmmm, hope that you getting more and more lengzai larh, just like BIGBANG! HAHAHA!
Nah, this's what I've promised you. Happy Birthday :D
Friday, March 18, 2011
18/03/2011
Yesterday really made me mad.
The very first time I've used one hour to wait for the stupid bus
And raining somemore!
So I gonna ran back home, how sad -.-
Urggh, BIGBANG really awesome !
G-dragon so cute, TOP so handsome !
Yesterday after watched their video in Mcd,
I've fall in love with TOP.
He's awesome! love his sexy voice and his gorgeous face!
TOP really made me crazy >.<
The very first time I've used one hour to wait for the stupid bus
And raining somemore!
So I gonna ran back home, how sad -.-
Urggh, BIGBANG really awesome !
G-dragon so cute, TOP so handsome !
Yesterday after watched their video in Mcd,
I've fall in love with TOP.
He's awesome! love his sexy voice and his gorgeous face!
TOP really made me crazy >.<
Friday, March 11, 2011
11/03/2011
Haiz, feel so disappointed for my Biology
My favourite subject..
How can I just get 38marks huh !?
This is so wrong..
What's wrong with me?
Aduhh, feel so sad for it..
And,
there's a terrible earthquake in Japan,
tsunami is coming soon..
all this horrible scene isit telling us that the world is going to end soon?
My favourite subject..
How can I just get 38marks huh !?
This is so wrong..
What's wrong with me?
Aduhh, feel so sad for it..
And,
there's a terrible earthquake in Japan,
tsunami is coming soon..
all this horrible scene isit telling us that the world is going to end soon?
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
8/03/2011
今天已不知道是我在今年里第几次的哭了
刚迈入2011时，许多我不希望发生的事都逐渐发生在我身上了
该离开的，都已经离开了
该放弃的，我都放弃了
该忍得，我都忍下来了
其实，有谁知道我是很累的？
每天带着一副自己也想象不到的心情到学校去，
不管是多伤心多难受 我都自己忍了下来
甚至挨到自己的身体都生病了 有谁来关心？
说离开的，你有想过我的感受吗？
你想得都是你单方面的 而我呢？ 整天只会顾着你的感受
结果自己都受伤了
我要的都很简单 可是越简单的东西，我发觉自己都得不到
每天晚上带泪睡觉的次数越来越多 我真的累到快垮了
我每天受下的气 有谁懂？
我永远是那个中间人， 双方面的出气筒
我有时候在想 如果有一天我不在了，你们会替我难过没有？
不会吧？
今天肚子真的很不舒服，想说打电话给你要你载我回家
可是我听了你的话以后，真的很想哭
我肚子痛的事已经持续一个月了，你懂么？
难道弟弟上学比我还要重要？
我真的生活到很累很累，
我真的不敢担保如果我有一天承受不住的话，会做出什么事。。
刚迈入2011时，许多我不希望发生的事都逐渐发生在我身上了
该离开的，都已经离开了
该放弃的，我都放弃了
该忍得，我都忍下来了
其实，有谁知道我是很累的？
每天带着一副自己也想象不到的心情到学校去，
不管是多伤心多难受 我都自己忍了下来
甚至挨到自己的身体都生病了 有谁来关心？
说离开的，你有想过我的感受吗？
你想得都是你单方面的 而我呢？ 整天只会顾着你的感受
结果自己都受伤了
我要的都很简单 可是越简单的东西，我发觉自己都得不到
每天晚上带泪睡觉的次数越来越多 我真的累到快垮了
我每天受下的气 有谁懂？
我永远是那个中间人， 双方面的出气筒
我有时候在想 如果有一天我不在了，你们会替我难过没有？
不会吧？
今天肚子真的很不舒服，想说打电话给你要你载我回家
可是我听了你的话以后，真的很想哭
我肚子痛的事已经持续一个月了，你懂么？
难道弟弟上学比我还要重要？
我真的生活到很累很累，
我真的不敢担保如果我有一天承受不住的话，会做出什么事。。
Saturday, March 5, 2011
5/03/2011
Although this's just a March test,
but it's enough to made me mad !!
After fighting with the 8 subjects,
now I'm just like a zombie..
scary enough ! -.-
Somemore, I think I'll fail my Chemistry soon.
When I get the paper, I don't even know what the hell the structure questions asking bout'
Freaking sad T.T
Recently, my stomach really made me sick.
Stomachache all the time with no reasons,
Go for toilet all the times,
What the duct with my stomach ?
Please don't let me sick,
there's still alot of things i needed to finish it,
and,
I don't want to stay in hospital anymore
Please !
God bless me..
but it's enough to made me mad !!
After fighting with the 8 subjects,
now I'm just like a zombie..
scary enough ! -.-
Somemore, I think I'll fail my Chemistry soon.
When I get the paper, I don't even know what the hell the structure questions asking bout'
Freaking sad T.T
Recently, my stomach really made me sick.
Stomachache all the time with no reasons,
Go for toilet all the times,
What the duct with my stomach ?
Please don't let me sick,
there's still alot of things i needed to finish it,
and,
I don't want to stay in hospital anymore
Please !
God bless me..
Friday, February 25, 2011
25/02/2011
What is the real meaning of best friends ?
The one who willing to help you? The one who always order you to do something? The one who always create problems for you? The one who just wanted to get some benefits from you?
I decided to write this post not because of I'm having a friendship's problem,
I just wanted to know why nowadays people always like to create those friendship's problem with their friends.
Yea, once you done something wrong, your friends might be forgive you.
But, when you done it twice or even more and more,
do you aspect your friends will continue to believe you or forgive you ?
Don't be so silly and brainless,
when your friends dumped you aside,
what you feel is just sad and suicide?
End up your life with this kind of stupid stuff ?
Do you think bout' your parents !?
They born you out and take cares of you since you're born,
now at the end what they get is just nothing !?
Come on,
This's your life !
Don't always think negatively,
You live for yourself but not others people !
The one who willing to help you? The one who always order you to do something? The one who always create problems for you? The one who just wanted to get some benefits from you?
I decided to write this post not because of I'm having a friendship's problem,
I just wanted to know why nowadays people always like to create those friendship's problem with their friends.
Yea, once you done something wrong, your friends might be forgive you.
But, when you done it twice or even more and more,
do you aspect your friends will continue to believe you or forgive you ?
Don't be so silly and brainless,
when your friends dumped you aside,
what you feel is just sad and suicide?
End up your life with this kind of stupid stuff ?
Do you think bout' your parents !?
They born you out and take cares of you since you're born,
now at the end what they get is just nothing !?
Come on,
This's your life !
Don't always think negatively,
You live for yourself but not others people !
Thursday, February 24, 2011
24/2/2011
Since that day until now,
I still can't forget bout' it.
But what I'm trying to do is just forget the passed,
There's more important things that needs me to success it.
Although I still hope that everything is just a dream for me,
when I get up everythings still remain the same as the passed
But, of course that's impossible..
This's the decision that you had made,
You choose to do like this then I'll just respect your decision.
:)
I still can't forget bout' it.
But what I'm trying to do is just forget the passed,
There's more important things that needs me to success it.
Although I still hope that everything is just a dream for me,
when I get up everythings still remain the same as the passed
But, of course that's impossible..
This's the decision that you had made,
You choose to do like this then I'll just respect your decision.
:)
Sunday, February 20, 2011
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